Sometimes I wonder

Sometimes I wonder
Was it all just a lie..??
Did I really surrender..??
Can’t help but cry..
Why.. ?..Why can’t I put you behind..??
I don’t wanna be hated,
Just ‘cuz some like you took over my mind..
Why was this feeling created..??
Why can’t you be passionately hated..??
Maybe this is all just a dream,
And one night I’ll awake with a scream..
Forget it all,
And start living in and for the moment..
For people like y’all..
Now its time for this to end,
Lets just go back and pretend..
Live a lie,
Just to see people smile...and make less of them cry…