Standing in the rain

Standing in the rain
Thinking of the old timez..
Eyez filled with tearz..
Looking at my past..
Not being able to blink..
I turn around to walk away..
Can’t step ahead..
Seen people moving on,
“Hey..!! Stop..!!”
Words don’t seem to come out..
I look around,
Finding myself to be stuck..
Between here and there..

Eyez filled with tearz..
Looking at my past..
Not being able to blink..
I turn around to walk away..
Can’t step ahead..
Which way do I go..??
What am I gonna find..??
I rather stay where I am,
Than hit dead ends..
So lost and so confused..
I’ve made my decision..
Why do I still think..??

Eyez filled with tearz..
Looking at my past..
Not being able to blink..
I turn around to walk away..
Can’t step ahead..
My head is spinning,
And I am about to drop..
Drop dead right here,
NO..!! I can’t..
I need to, I want to..
Walk ahead, and see..
What has life got in store for me..
Be it grief or joy,
I wanna go through it..

Grief feels good now..
Masochist, aren’t I..?
Joy never hurts, does it?
Well, yes it does..
Right after the joy is gone..
Grief hits you.. HARD..!!
But again.. Pain is good..
Ain’t it..??

Eyez filled with tearz..
Looking at my past..
Not being able to blink..
I turn around to walk away..
Step ahead and stumble..
Laugh it off.. And keep walking..
Till am done.. Officially gone..